she_wolf_j (she_wolf_j) wrote,
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This Hit The Nerve

I dearly wish the woman who grabbed me into a right bear hug as my father's coffin was sliding down had read this. Before she robbed me of what I wanted to be a moment to myself and a silent goodbye to my dad. I had an urge to push her away but I was both too stunned by the act and too stunned overall to do it. I wish I did. I really, really wish I did. I'll gladly bite her head off if I ever see her. Not that it'll help much - the memory of my father's funeral that ended up the most deeply imprinted one is of her and my rage at her act instead of what it should have been. I promised myself I won't let a random act of a random idiot bother me but seeing how reading that post instantly hit the nerve... I am bothered by it. A lot.
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